Wednesday, July 06, 2005

***Hug Me Bitches!***

I got out of my warm bed to post this. I must really be a blogaholic. I shouldn't have let others influence me so easily, blogging has become an addiction.
I just have to tell somebody this but there is really nobody so...

So, this is it for me. I'm through.
Tonight I realize that I have been so caught up in what could be that I didn't see what actually was. I trusted a few cyber "friends" with too much info. Now I feel silly. I guess there is no friendship in cyberland for me. Better learned sooner than later so I'm not trippin. It's just one of those things that happens in life; I trust, I get jerked and life goes on. As I sit here tonight feeling totally betrayed, I know that tomorrow is another day and another chance for me to float on. I do feel good about that.

I'm itching to let a couple facety bitches know how I feel but guess what, I'm STILL too much of a fukkin lady. So get up and Hug Me Bitches(smile)! I ain't mad atcha, do what y'all do babygirls. Take care, God Bless and Good Luck.

*releasing*

4 Comments:

Blogger Icylyrics said...

I know its been a minute since we've talked, but I've obviously missed something here. Whatever the deal is, know that I love you and this bitches' hugs are always genuine.

Don't let the devil beat yo by default!

Thu Jul 07, 10:03:00 AM  
Blogger ahlam said...

This is my way of controlling my anger. Better to write it out than to act it out. I felt much better after posting this. Now I can proceed to do me without them.
A person only has one time to disappoint me, after which they can watch the back of my head minimize while I walk away from them and theirs.

Thu Jul 07, 11:27:00 PM  
Blogger ahlam said...

Retta I am not on IM during the day. I may be on late night after 11pm but seldom before that.

Stop acting all guilty before I get suspicious. You know ain't nobody talking about you. Girl hush.

You can still hug me though.

Mon Jul 11, 08:27:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Best regards from NY! »

Sat Mar 03, 03:07:00 AM  

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